Para Los Que Estan Muy Muy Lejos De Mi En La Tierra De Los Roos......

 A pesar de todo
A pesar de todo
El siempre me decía
Algo que yo no quise nunca
Pero ahí estaba siempre ahí
Siempre buscaré esa forma
La forma de hacer pagar
De hacer pagar a los que le robaron la vida
Le robarón la vida
Al que me dió vida a mi
Un Padre es sagrado
Así pensaba siempre
Asi que a pesar de todo lo que ha pasao
Pasao en esta vida
Tú que estas muy lejos
A muchos oceanos de aquí
Quiero que lo sepas
Que no había ni un día
Que no pensaba en todo eso
Sabes que es verdad
Porque sabes como era
Siempre era así
Aunque la última vez que hablamos
Te dejé enfadao y es logico todo eso
Pero escuchame tu también
Estaba muy sola con una carga
Una carga que no te puedas imaginar
Simplemente te digo
Que él siempre quiso vengar
Eso lo de su Padre
De todo corazón te lo digo
De todo corazón.xxx

Danger Of Being Attacked By A Dog....

 She was carrying a child inside
She was just down the street
A certain dog that was having pups
Cornered her against a wall
Frothing and foaming at the mouth
Ready to attack
Ready to attack her
Full on, ready to go for her throat
No one came to help her
She was totally helpless
Dog was having an attack of rage
Like a lion locked up in a cage
She was terrified
Who in all truth would not be?
People just went by
She wanted to cry
But it would not come out
Somehow the dog went off
Left her alone
Totally devastated in that moment
Shaking like a leaf
It stayed with her for life
That incident marked her way of being

That really did happen an it was me she was carryin an I was petrified of dogs for quite some time until I grew up with them an now its the opposite but I can feel that terror she had right then although I was not even born I can feel it an every time I see that breed of dog I cringe inwardly an back away.
I don´t care if people don´t like it you have to know what it feels like to have a dog attacking you like that.
Its not something you can brush under the carpet it truly is not.
My Mom never got help from anyone nuff said.
Sue. xxx

He Does Not Have.......

He does not have any money
He does not own a house
He is quite noisy sometimes
Can be more humble than a mouse
He does not have a flashy car
Yet he is the centre of your life
Like it or not
He is the centre of your life
He is there always waiting
Trusting and with the warmest heart
He knows he will always have enough
Yet no one tells him about it
He is not famous and does not have a million youtube likes
He is not on Facebook as such
Yet he is still there waiting for you to come home
Sleep, food and play are the centre of his life
He wags his tail when good times do prevail.

 

 

Being More Then Enough Being So Worthy......

 

 

 Even before I knew you
You were more than enough
Times were hard
Times were tough
You took the good with the bad
Sometimes middling through
You took the good with bad
That was really you
The knowing how to cope
Having to see things
Things you did not like
Sometimes you would have told them
Them go an take a hike
You crossed the whole of Spain
In the times of Franco
He was still there then
Hitchikin is Spain
Is NOT a piece of cake
You used the navy uniform
To be able to get a lift
To go an see me in Mallorca
Without a penny almost in your pocket
If they had could you out of bounds
You might have been in Jail for years
As you were doing Military Service
Only on leave for a week
You were not supposed to out of Navarra
So the risk you took
Was huge very big
Together for four whole days
You are an always were more than enough.

Nuff said if you were in the Mili an tried to leave the province when you were supposed to stay in the same place you could have blown it big big time.
But he took that risk as I was on holiday in Mallorca neither of us knew whether he could have got there it took bravery an courage dodging the Spanish Guardia Civil Police of then very strict no forgivingness none of that.
Right then you could have been in Military Jail for a good many years.
Nuff said again all the rest is between him an me.xxx

Moving Out Of Resistance Emotional Resistance That Is....xxx

 Boy what times we are in.
Strugglin a bit with a mood
A mood that is persistant
Gettin through you that mood
Brings up some resistance
Like your inner conversation
Could be somethin like this
What do you want to let go of those thoughts for
You can be so in your comfort zone with them
So I use a bit of Eft tappin an a bit of Faster Eft mixed
Mixed together
Also breathing in as deep
As deep as I can get
No straining
Don´t force your resistance to go away
I listen to Brad Yates (Tapping with Brad)
It does not make the mood go away altogether
But it can help alleviate
Quite a lot it can help
He has a lot of wisdom
At first it might not make too much sense
But most of us are only human
When it comes to sittin on the fence
You can follow along with him
Or you can listen an then meditate
On what he says
Either way you are going to benefit

Nuff said hope it helps guys says this girl from Wolverhampton West Midlands Great Britain.xxx

Words That Go Deep......

 Palabras sin sentido
Núnca escribiré
Nunca escribiré
En Cala de Finestrat
Todo empezó ahí mismo
Aquél día que te tuve que dejar
Yo pensaba esto será el final
De algo que podía haber sido muy bonito
Muy bonito te dí la mano
Intentando no mirar
No estaba segura
No estaba segura
Segura de na
Hacía falta despegar
Hacía falta despegar
Salir de ese sitio
Para aclarar
Para aclarar todo lo que
Lo que había pasao
A cincuenta mil pies
Se me abrió el corazón
Escondía las lagrimas
Pero sabiendo ahora si que
Si que staba segura
Lo que había pasao
Lo estaba procesando
A much velocidad
Me inundastes los sentidos
Mas no explicaré
No explicaré
Lo muy profundo
Lo muy profundo
Que habías llegao
Que habías llegao.





Never would she use words without sense
Words without sense
Words that go nowhere in particular
In Cala de Finestrat
She was on a different theme
Something that was new to her
To her herself
She was out of her own waters
Out of her own boundaries
At the same time
She let go of you
Almost believing it could never be
At fifty thousand feet
She allowed everything to flow
She just let go
She just let go
Knowing that deep deep down
Something was happening right there
It would go into the future
Not knowing how or when
Just knowing that in Cala de Finestrat
Both of us knew
Both of us knew where we were at.

Abusive Treatment Of Women Trying To Get A Job,

She never told you so many things
Things that she went through
Never told you till much much water
Water had gone under the bridge
Because she knew what you would have done
An bein at that time in England
For you was not much fun
If you had taken any action
It would have worked against you
She knew that so she kept silence
For such a long long time
When she told you you were angry
Angry and indignant
At what she went through that day
He said to her things right then
Things she is not going to say
She writes this as a protest
Against what she went through
As other women have been as well
Its something that should never happen
Ever again but it still goes on
For the sake of a job
For the sake of a job
She will never tell
Not even a part of the story
But happened it did
Its not something she expresses at will.

She is listening to the beautiful consoling voice of David Bisbal it compensates a mile an a half that not very nice memory.
xxx
Yesterday I wrote about the abusive life Catherine Of Aragón had to lead its very much tied in with what I went through on job interview day again not gonna say how or why deffo not a feminist in any way shape or colour.xxx

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDmJTJHWZv0