My Inner Knowing Pending Came True.... I Do Not Like Predictions....But....

Something woke her up suddenly
After days of tryin to call
Call overseas to no avail
It was an image of a certain "King"
From long time back
In all his finery an all that stuff
I never dreamed about that guy
Nor would I ever want to
No way would I ever dream of ......
The impulse took me straight to the local
The local Newspaper of a certain section of it
I phoned the paper as soon as I saw
I saw what I did not want to see
Cold words, icy cold words
Confirmed what I had been feelin
What I had been feelin all those days
I spoke to the Telephonist
I explained very briefly
We were both in tears almost
I thanked her so much for all her help
On the very same day
Prayers were being said almost
Almost at the very same time
It was so ironic
I could do nothing but be a silent witness
Being a silent witness
Tears streamin down her face
You not being allowed to be there
Is something that goes pretty deep
Its all very private
But that certain image
Dragged me right into it
By pure impulse an a knowing
A knowing stronger than life itself
Its not something you can make up
Technology can be a double edged sword
Yet at the same time not


Nuff said all the rest is very private the reason for all that going on an all the other stuff that inner knowing is a very powerful force somethin I don´t an cannot control it just happens that´s all I know an knowin is more than enough.xxx

Eldest Child´s Heavy Load On Its Back Of Responsibility.....

 Siempre, siempre hemos llevao
Much responsibilidad en nuestras espaldas
Hay quien no quiere
Ni empezar a entender
Lo que sufrimos los dos
Antes de volver a conocernos en esta vida
Nos fueron impuesto tales cadenas
Desde muy niños
No lo querría yo tú tampoco
Tú tampoco querrías nada de eso
Te vistes obligado
Yo me ví obligada
De situationes impuestas
Todo en nuestras espaldas
Nos quitarón libertad
Nos quitarón libertad
Que luego mucho mas tarde
Ibamos a encontrar
Ibamos a encontrar
Nadie lo entenderá
Y eso me dá igual
Ellos hacian lo que querrian
Mientras tanto nosotros
De alguna forma o de u de otra pagamos el pato.

Its oh so fine to blame others
To blame others for the way your life has turned out
To keep resentment against them on top
A life time resentment
They might not truly deserve
When you are the eldest of the brothers
Brothers an sisters at that time
A heavy load was placed upon your back
If that happened
Well that was your fault
So those that came after
Really don´t know what its like
To carry such a heavy weight of being the eldest
They don´t have much idea at all
It certainly was not a Royal Ball.


Nuff said only tellin the truth like it was a heavy load on both of our backs you can say that again.xxx

Being Rich Does Not Equal Love.......

 A lot of money all around
Surrounded by a lot of material wealth
However what was missin was
Was the lack of love
Lack of love all of his life
He grew up not seein or feelin that love
Love anywhere in his life
He always knew that it had to change
So he changed it gradually
Using his position in life
He managed to change the Law of that Country
He set the path for things to be
Much better for most workin class people
People of that time
Specially young children
A law was passed forbiddin young children
To work so many hours
Food an clothes were provided if needed be
You set a path that would improve with time
There is no glory in poverty an grime
Your name was Anthony A.C.
Blessed be, blessed be for all that you did
To set the children free.

Nació de cuna alta
Pero sin amor
Sin amor a gran falta
A gran falta estaba siendo muy niño
Sus Padres no sabian dar cariño
Much dinero bueno eso que si
Siendo de alta clase
Y muy listo él
Ayudó a cambiar esas condiciones espantosas
En que los niños y gente vivian
Forjó un camino que no iba a parar
Para que todos los trabajadores mejoria y mas bienestar
No hay ninguna gloria en la pobreza y la suciedad
Tu nombre era Antonio A. C. Earl of Shaftesbury.
Sue.xxx

From Far Thrown Orient Far Three Wise Men........

 Three Men not very ordinary ones
Saw that it was coming about
They consulted with each other
By messengers of that time
All three agreeing
Of what was to take place
No one can really know
How it all came about
We were not there
Story however goes
They traversed lands from far thrown Orient
Orient that was then
A birth of unconditional love
Was in the air
It was all around
On this day 6th of January
Also the Night before
Celebrations still take place
Three Wise Men
Three Kings from Orient far
They all agreed to contemplate the face
Face of purity of love an grace.xxx

A West Midlands Tradition an My New Year Meditation.....

 She sat by the big bay window
No fire to give her warmth
So okay she put on extra clothing
A blanket to keep her warm
All dark outside
She had a mere light on
No one wanted to celebrate
There was a total apathy
A total indifference
She thought well that´s them
But its not me
All of her life she has been different
Not taking the same attitude
Perhaps its the love of the magic
Magic she was able to feel
A tall dark stranger crossing the threshold of your door
With coal dust on his face
A glass of Port to welcome him with
She pictured all of that
Of course it actually did not happen
For her in that moment it did
She romanced the idea every year
She would sit up late till gone
Gone twelve o´clock to let in another New Year
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
FELIZ AÑO NUEVO

Nuff said the tradition in the West Midlands was for somebody to knock on your front or back door with coal dust on their face had to be a man though.
Everyone has their own version though of course.
She meaning me would sip at a glass of Port an a Mince Pie or bit of Christmas Cake You have to be able to feel the magic of it or at least try.xxx

Un Señor alto Minero del Carbón
Tenía que supuestamente cruzar tu puerta
La puerta de tu casa
Cada año élla imaginaba que fuera así
Un tío alto y oscuro de cara
Cruzaba su Puerta
Y ella le daba de comer
De comer y beber un vasito de Port
Eso es un licor o un tipo de vino
Yo que que sé
Pero es lo que élla imaginaba
Mientras los dormian
Mientras los demás dormian
Nadie querria celebrar
Una apatía total
Les invadía
Unas desganas que para que
Bueno yo sufría igual que los demas
Pero eso no quitaba
Que yo solita
Soltaba mi imaginación
Un hombre de cara oscuro
Eventualmente cruzó mi corazón.

Sue.xxx

Feliz Año Nuevo a todos y cada uno.xxx

Beautiful Blue Green Planet Earth........

 

He was seeing the beautiful blue green Earth

Seeing as it was

In the coldest parts of the World

In the very humblest parts

He sent them a radiant rainbow of a pink gold hue

A rainbow of pink gold

It was sparkling

Like a water fountain it bubbled up everywhere

To wash away the heaviness an all the care

As he waved the wand of light

He tiptoed around all the corners of the world

To make sure the light could get in

In and into the hearts of everyone

An he meant everyone

No one left out

This is my Christmas gift he whispered

May you feel the joy

May it stay with you all year round.

Sue.xxx

It Was Never To Be Toño Goñi Ba.....

 

You sat under a shady tree

Probably with a girlfriend

Who knows what all that could be

You spoke to her

To her of the future

The future between you an her

It was a sunny August day

But you would not see the sun setting

Setting ever again

For being young an believing

Believing in a better future

You were "knocked down"

Taken out of that life

The shadows of those that "ruled"

Still persist in time

They did an incredible amount of damage

On all infinite levels

Damages was done family structure

The whole lot was distorted

You left your young life

A girlfriend never got to be your wife.

Nuff said Toño Goñí Ba..... de Funes Navarra.

That is all she will say.xxx

Much love Sue.